失落

我，真的不那么讨人喜欢。

我不明白。
为什么其他人那样和你说话你可以笑着和她玩，
换作是我，
你肯定讨厌死我了。

我不明白。
不是说我们是好朋友吗？
为什么看起来我好像是局外人呢？
是不信任？
不喜欢？
社交圈子压力？
讨厌？
还是因为我本身就不是个大美人？

我懂，
任何方面我都赢不了你们。
我没谈过恋爱，
成绩不如你们，
没有高崇的职位，
没有像你们来得才华洋溢，
我不习惯和别人述说我的感受，
任何事情我喜欢解决了才说，
我没有你们的朋友来的多，
对你们来说，
多一个朋友不多，
少一个朋友不少，
可我不一样。

每一天，
你们身边永远挤满了人，
可我总是一个人走。
愿意陪我的，
有几个？

每一天，
要是我不找你们，
你们一定遗忘了我。

我告诉你们我最深的秘密，
因为你们逼我说，
不是答应我不告诉别人的吗？
怎么那么多人懂了呢？

对，
圣经说：要爱你的邻舍，也要爱你的敌人。
但我做不到。
我软弱，
我也是人类，
我一样是个学生，
少年，
孩子。

在我眼里，
敌人吗，
你不惹我，
我就不惹你，

我把你们当身边的好朋友，
可为什么换回来的却是如此冷酷的对待？

我累了，
不想主动，
让时间冲淡一切吧。

该回来的总会回来。
不该的，
就让他走吧。

-Veeanna

IQ exam

Hey guys~
How was school after 3 days of holiday? :)

I went for the IQ exam today.
My exam place is SK Sri Bintang Utara.
The school has great facilities.
There's elevator,
great library,
food and drink vending machines,
broadcasting studio,
music room
and best of all,
they have free wifi!!
Gosh..how I wish my school has that too ><

So around 8.30am we were taken to the cyber lab to start the exam.
It is conducted through the Internet.
It started at 9 and after 3 hours of sitting in front of the computer,
I'm finally done and went out of the room.
(Hope I did well ><)
My dad's not there yet so I went looking around the school and took some photos :D

Food and drinks vending machine

The pond outside. Nicely look after, thumbs up ;) 

Computers beside the pavement. I guess it's for students to use during recess.

Broadcasting studio

Performing Arts Club's room

Library. Aren't their library cool? Best one I've seen yet. :D

Elevator~

Free wifi zone!! Can you believe I saw this in a school?

Their school's awesome right?

Too bad I don't have the time to look all over.

Hope you enjoyed looking at the pictures.

Tell me about your school,

maybe it's even better then this one. :)

Have a nice day.

God bless. :)

-Veeanna

Unexpected

Hi guys~
26 days till PMR,
I'm getting nervous ><

Anyway,
in school today while having assembly in the hall,
teacher made an announcement about the IQ test we did long long time ago.
6 people from my school passed.
I don't know why or how,
but I'm one of the lucky one :P
along with one of my friend.
We're going to take the second test next Tuesday which is 18/9
I don't really know what this exam is about or what we'll get if we excel in it,
but I'm ready to do my best and give all I have. :)

btw,
All the Best to those who are taking PMR
Let's fight this with full velocity! :D

Thank you Lord for giving me knowledge, wisdom and this chance.
I want to use it and glorify Your name.
Give me strength and lead me through it.
In Jesus's name I pray,
Amen!

-Veeanna

朋友

我身边的朋友们，到底怎么啦？
看了你们的部落各，心里酸酸的。
我不是不知道你们之间发生了一些事，
我不是不想关心，
我只是怕我插手的话，事情会变得更糟糕。

其实今天，你也在桌上哭了吧？
被我看到了哦~ 
我本来想给你纸巾的，但是又怕是误会，让你尴尬。
而另外一方的呢，
坦白说，我不是很了解你，
有心事你不会常常与我分享，
但我不介意，你想说的时候才说吧。:)


说回原话，
我不想做和事佬，
我怕我会把事情弄得更糟。
我知道我不是你们最在乎的那个，
但我愿意陪在你们身边。
我相信，只要是应该成为朋友的，
永远都会是朋友。
离开的，就让他走吧。
别把仇恨放在心上，
记得他曾经陪你一起度过的，
给你的欢笑，
在旁听你诉苦的时光。
无论你们之间发生什么事，
我都不会帮任何的一方。
我愿意听你们诉苦，
当你流泪时陪在你身边，
但我不会离开你们任何一方，
你们俩都是我中学生涯的回忆，
我不会就这么忘了它。

我觉得我好啰嗦，>< 
不过我希望你们明白，
我不是不关心或什么，
我只是觉得友谊这事情有时候太复杂了，
该来的就珍惜它吧，
要走的就让它走，
不该走的它自己会回来。
这是真的，我亲身体验过哦。:)


无论你们俩的决定是什么，
我都还会继续做你们的朋友，
无论你喜不喜欢！:p

-Veeanna

Last day of Family Camp

Today's the last day of family camp.
After breakfast there's 主日崇拜 since its Sunday. Last talk from 苏爷爷, gonna miss him ><

Anyway, not much to say. After service we went back to our room and packed our stuff and then went for lunch.
Today's lunch is the best meal among this 3 days, the food here aren't really good ><

After lunch some of them started to go back cause need to go for the afternoon service.

Before we went home my dad brought us to watch how 燕窝 is made. I enjoyed the surrounding there more than watching the birds :p
So finally we went home.

Enjoyed this 3 days being with church buddies.
Thank you God for letting me a part of this family.
I love you guys <3

-Veeanna

Second day of Family Camp

Rise and shine~
Family camp's second day ^^

Early morning got 灵修 then it's breakfast.
Milk~~~ x)
After breakfast we have a little free time to go and change for telematch.
After changing we went down to the gathering place.
All the games are fun~
we have hoops through line made of people (small ring ring big ring),
gunny sack race,
walking on bricks (crab crawl), r
unning and passing ping pong ball with a spoon and hold it with your mouth (relay race with ping pong ball),
motorcycle rim race, g
orilla walk and best of all,
tug-of-war.
My group won that last game and earned a great amount of points,
in the end we got champion!!
But most of all we enjoyed ourself thoroughly :)

After that me, phi, Ning, 雪欣两姐妹，嘉慧两姐妹 and kang xuan went to the beach.
At that time it was low tide so all we get is sand with little water,
but there's small fishes there and kang xuan and Jer went fishing with their bare hands and caught some and kept it in a 100plus bottle. &gt;&lt;
After that we played mud throwing and see who can throw the furthest.
But the mud splashed out when being thrown, s
o we never knew who threw the furthest :p
we even took some pictures of jumping.
Ning's not good and taking this kind of photos,
it takes her a lot of tries before getting it right :p
Then we went for lunch and it's talk time again.
The same, 苏爷爷 was awesome :)

After the talk it's free time,
we went to the beach and this time the tide has come in since it's evening already.
We played 'find your slipper' organized by Joy Fellowship.
Nice game :)
then some of them went burying Lee Tat,
some played volleyball, s
ome played with the waves and took pictures :D

At 7+ we went back for dinner and after that it's the third talk.
After the talk we went to Ning's room and chatted till about 2am before going back to our separate rooms to sleep.
Great day :)

-Veeanna

First day of Family Camp

Finally reached Morib~
Had lunch just now and beside the restaurant got a shop and they sell little chicks~ had fun playing with it :)
At the hall now preparing for opening ceremony. Phebe, See Min and See Ling were song lead. Our church's SHE :D
After that we had ice breaking. Not really fun. Sorry teacher. &gt;&lt;
Then it's free time~ we went to the water park. Had fun~~ we slashed water at other people, even teacher David. Played some slides. The big one is especially fun. We even went down facing down. Haha...so much fun ^^
We climbed the mountain climbing thing too. And when Jer Ning is at the top, people at the bottom kept on shanking and jumping and cause its air filled it shakes and Jer Ning can't come down xD
Then we played water ball too, it's really fun ^^
Then it's dinner time. The food aren't really good, just moderate...
After that is 敬拜赞美 follow by talk.
The talker is awesome~!! He calls himself 苏大哥 and we younger ones call him 苏爷爷. He's talk isn't boring at all, he makes you laugh so hard my stomach hurts :p
After the talk we had a little supper then it's back to the hotel room. I went to 雪欣's room to sleep with them cause they are scared. Jia hui, jia Yee, Lee Xuan, Jer Ning, Philia all came over to out room and we talk and talk. Around 12 they went back and we went to sleep :)

-Veeanna