学姐的祝福

学校开学啦~
农历新年假期结束了，
是时候用工读书，
准备面对3月份的考试。
还有两个星期 ><

话说回来，
今天早上，
学姐给了我一封红包
＂什么来的？＂
＂待会儿你开来看。＂
短短的两句话我们就进入礼堂
各自到自己的班级队伍去。
好奇心强的我迫不及待的马上打开来看。
里面放了一封信。
里头写满了学姐的祝福
这是学姐最后一年在中学了
真舍不得学长们离开

最近，
我的情绪有如过山车
在网络上也发泄了不少
无论是亲情，友情，课业
我一直以来都不是什么风云人物
本以为不会有人关注我在面子书写的东西
怎知平时和我交情不特深的学姐
却是一字一句看在眼里

学姐，
你的祝福我收到了
你对我的关心我也体会到了
一直以来
你都是愿意听我诉苦的
两年前，
面对友情的挑战
也是你
一直愿意听我无限次的重复那段我放不开的回忆
希望在你毕业之前
我们可以拥有更多与彼此的回忆

在这里
我也要祝学姐
新年快乐
学业进步
要继续努力加油
正面的影响你身边的人
就像当年傻傻的我
被你教导成长一样。
毕业后要保持联络哦 :)

The Mask

This is not a poem from me,

but it's really nicely composed so I would like to share it out

It may apply to your life,

and I find it suits me at times :)

© Kasi

I’m great, fine, spectacular. In a way

I relish every night, and I live every day.

I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,

I wonder what the new days will bring.

Then I get home, and I take off the mask.

The day, and almost impossible task,

Is finally over, and so I lie Down,

and wait patiently for the day that I die.

I cry, I scream, I bawl, and sleep,

even though I have promises to keep.

I wait, and wonder, and cry some more,

And I ache and burn from my very core.

Then, I’m not alone, and the mask reappears:

Out goes the grief, pain and all of the tears,

As I am a happy person, cheerful all the day.

A world full of rainbow, not one shade of grey.

Of course I’m not okay, I’m not fine,

No matter how much I seem to shine.

I don’t even know why I feel this...

Why my existence is one long, endless abyss.

But it is, and will be, so I cling to life,

As one day I might slip, and end it with a knife.

But, I’m still here, no matter what my dreams might say

And I hope that one day I will actually be okay.

To anyone out there who feels this way
I sincerely hope that one day,
you will be okay.
And I pray that one day you'll allow God into you life
and let Him make everything okay :)

What happened to me.....?

My Lucky Star

My Lucky Star

© Danielle M. McQuaid (Got a few changes by me :)

The day she is not with me
is the day that I die
following her always,
with no frown or sigh.

My life would not be completed
without my very best friend
I know she'll always be here by my side,
until the very end.

I thank her for everything,
and all the joys she gave.
Praying to God always,
for her to be safe.

I love you so, so much,
you are my everything.
Thanks for being you,
and taking me under your wings.

With a voice so sweet,
that brings tears to eyes.
My face would always glisten,
every time I hear her voice.

She's always full of ideas,
that makes my everyday extraordinary.
My life would be just a piece of  blank paper,
if not without her funny personality.

Beautiful by nature,
a true friend at best.
Surpassing all the others,
she's better than the rest.

Whatever it may be,
boys, a cough, or just a mood
She will always sit and listen,
never, ever being rude.

I never have to say,
when I'm feeling down.
She only just knows,
by my hidden frown.

Her hug or her smile,
can break my mood so fast.
Making me see the bright side,
putting the bad to the past.

Now as I'm older,
you could call us a pair.
Our looks, wit, and charm,
are only a few that we share.

My world is only whole,
with her by my side.
Having her always there,
to love and to guide.

-Veeanna

Mask of Life

Everyday I wear a mask
To cover up the fear
To hide the insecurities
Which are unwelcome here.

I want them all to be fooled
I hope no one can see,
This mask I put on to hide
My personality.

Once I tried to take it off
To show what I hid inside
But it seem no one understood
And much preferred the lies.

So I keep the mask on
Day and night
In fear of showing
How I'm really like.

PMR

PMR ENDED!!!

Haha... 3 years preparing for that 5 days,
ended just like that :)
No regrets though,
no matter how the result is,
I know I did my best ^^

Thank you Lord for leading me though :)

So it ended yesterday,
once we're allowed out of school,
me and a bunch of great friends went to celebrate.
We went for lunch at Boston,
than dessert at 许留山 (expensive :x)

It' all mango~~ Really nice :D

After that we went looking around cause a friend wanna buy a present for another friend :P
So we went window shopping,
took some photos,
talk and just enjoy our self  :D

It wasn't any special day out,
but it's relaxing and full of fun.
Just what I needed after exam :)

Now I gotta find some goals to reach,
or else life has no meaning.
Hmm...I'm thinking of writing a novel,.
Any advice? :)

Good luck and All the Best to those who are still having exam and all SPM-ers
Jiayou and fight with full velocity.

God bless :)

-Veeanna

Mid-Autumn Festival

Hi guys~~
Mid-Autumn festival (also known as Mooncake festival) just passed.

On 22 Sep,
church had a celebration for the festival,
so my whole family went and it was great,
there's food,
lantern riddles,
games,
singing,
and of course,
friends :)

It started out with dinner,
there's fried rice, noodles, spaghetti, chicken, duck, pizza, salad etc
The dessert are also nice too!

These are jelly in the shape of fish, isn't it nice? :)

After dinner we played game,
and after that there's a short talk.
All in all it was a great night.
Enjoyed it with church buddies :D

And last Saturday (29/9)
my residential area held a celebration too.
there's buffet, kids talent competition, karaoke competition, lucky etc
The food was not bad,
and I didn't stay and watch the competitions,
went to play candles with my little bro :)

Colourful row of candles :D

Haha...bro looking at the fire x)

The next day was Sunday and we went to church as usual.

Had a great time at fellowship,

can't wait for the next Sunday to come :)

After church parents brought me to Sakura for dinner :D

Sizzling steak :)

It was quite eventful for the past 2 weeks.

And now really is the time start studying really really hard.

1 week till PMR exam ><"

All the best to PMR candidates,

let's do this togetehr! :)

God bless.

-Veeanna