Mask of Life

Everyday I wear a mask
To cover up the fear
To hide the insecurities
Which are unwelcome here.

I want them all to be fooled
I hope no one can see,
This mask I put on to hide
My personality.

Once I tried to take it off
To show what I hid inside
But it seem no one understood
And much preferred the lies.

So I keep the mask on
Day and night
In fear of showing
How I'm really like.

PMR

PMR ENDED!!!

Haha... 3 years preparing for that 5 days,
ended just like that :)
No regrets though,
no matter how the result is,
I know I did my best ^^

Thank you Lord for leading me though :)

So it ended yesterday,
once we're allowed out of school,
me and a bunch of great friends went to celebrate.
We went for lunch at Boston,
than dessert at 许留山 (expensive :x)

It' all mango~~ Really nice :D

After that we went looking around cause a friend wanna buy a present for another friend :P
So we went window shopping,
took some photos,
talk and just enjoy our self  :D

It wasn't any special day out,
but it's relaxing and full of fun.
Just what I needed after exam :)

Now I gotta find some goals to reach,
or else life has no meaning.
Hmm...I'm thinking of writing a novel,.
Any advice? :)

Good luck and All the Best to those who are still having exam and all SPM-ers
Jiayou and fight with full velocity.

God bless :)

-Veeanna

Mid-Autumn Festival

Hi guys~~
Mid-Autumn festival (also known as Mooncake festival) just passed.

On 22 Sep,
church had a celebration for the festival,
so my whole family went and it was great,
there's food,
lantern riddles,
games,
singing,
and of course,
friends :)

It started out with dinner,
there's fried rice, noodles, spaghetti, chicken, duck, pizza, salad etc
The dessert are also nice too!

These are jelly in the shape of fish, isn't it nice? :)

After dinner we played game,
and after that there's a short talk.
All in all it was a great night.
Enjoyed it with church buddies :D

And last Saturday (29/9)
my residential area held a celebration too.
there's buffet, kids talent competition, karaoke competition, lucky etc
The food was not bad,
and I didn't stay and watch the competitions,
went to play candles with my little bro :)

Colourful row of candles :D

Haha...bro looking at the fire x)

The next day was Sunday and we went to church as usual.

Had a great time at fellowship,

can't wait for the next Sunday to come :)

After church parents brought me to Sakura for dinner :D

Sizzling steak :)

It was quite eventful for the past 2 weeks.

And now really is the time start studying really really hard.

1 week till PMR exam ><"

All the best to PMR candidates,

let's do this togetehr! :)

God bless.

-Veeanna

失落

我，真的不那么讨人喜欢。

我不明白。
为什么其他人那样和你说话你可以笑着和她玩，
换作是我，
你肯定讨厌死我了。

我不明白。
不是说我们是好朋友吗？
为什么看起来我好像是局外人呢？
是不信任？
不喜欢？
社交圈子压力？
讨厌？
还是因为我本身就不是个大美人？

我懂，
任何方面我都赢不了你们。
我没谈过恋爱，
成绩不如你们，
没有高崇的职位，
没有像你们来得才华洋溢，
我不习惯和别人述说我的感受，
任何事情我喜欢解决了才说，
我没有你们的朋友来的多，
对你们来说，
多一个朋友不多，
少一个朋友不少，
可我不一样。

每一天，
你们身边永远挤满了人，
可我总是一个人走。
愿意陪我的，
有几个？

每一天，
要是我不找你们，
你们一定遗忘了我。

我告诉你们我最深的秘密，
因为你们逼我说，
不是答应我不告诉别人的吗？
怎么那么多人懂了呢？

对，
圣经说：要爱你的邻舍，也要爱你的敌人。
但我做不到。
我软弱，
我也是人类，
我一样是个学生，
少年，
孩子。

在我眼里，
敌人吗，
你不惹我，
我就不惹你，

我把你们当身边的好朋友，
可为什么换回来的却是如此冷酷的对待？

我累了，
不想主动，
让时间冲淡一切吧。

该回来的总会回来。
不该的，
就让他走吧。

-Veeanna

IQ exam

Hey guys~
How was school after 3 days of holiday? :)

I went for the IQ exam today.
My exam place is SK Sri Bintang Utara.
The school has great facilities.
There's elevator,
great library,
food and drink vending machines,
broadcasting studio,
music room
and best of all,
they have free wifi!!
Gosh..how I wish my school has that too ><

So around 8.30am we were taken to the cyber lab to start the exam.
It is conducted through the Internet.
It started at 9 and after 3 hours of sitting in front of the computer,
I'm finally done and went out of the room.
(Hope I did well ><)
My dad's not there yet so I went looking around the school and took some photos :D

Food and drinks vending machine

The pond outside. Nicely look after, thumbs up ;) 

Computers beside the pavement. I guess it's for students to use during recess.

Broadcasting studio

Performing Arts Club's room

Library. Aren't their library cool? Best one I've seen yet. :D

Elevator~

Free wifi zone!! Can you believe I saw this in a school?

Their school's awesome right?

Too bad I don't have the time to look all over.

Hope you enjoyed looking at the pictures.

Tell me about your school,

maybe it's even better then this one. :)

Have a nice day.

God bless. :)

-Veeanna

Unexpected

Hi guys~
26 days till PMR,
I'm getting nervous ><

Anyway,
in school today while having assembly in the hall,
teacher made an announcement about the IQ test we did long long time ago.
6 people from my school passed.
I don't know why or how,
but I'm one of the lucky one :P
along with one of my friend.
We're going to take the second test next Tuesday which is 18/9
I don't really know what this exam is about or what we'll get if we excel in it,
but I'm ready to do my best and give all I have. :)

btw,
All the Best to those who are taking PMR
Let's fight this with full velocity! :D

Thank you Lord for giving me knowledge, wisdom and this chance.
I want to use it and glorify Your name.
Give me strength and lead me through it.
In Jesus's name I pray,
Amen!

-Veeanna

朋友

我身边的朋友们，到底怎么啦？
看了你们的部落各，心里酸酸的。
我不是不知道你们之间发生了一些事，
我不是不想关心，
我只是怕我插手的话，事情会变得更糟糕。

其实今天，你也在桌上哭了吧？
被我看到了哦~ 
我本来想给你纸巾的，但是又怕是误会，让你尴尬。
而另外一方的呢，
坦白说，我不是很了解你，
有心事你不会常常与我分享，
但我不介意，你想说的时候才说吧。:)


说回原话，
我不想做和事佬，
我怕我会把事情弄得更糟。
我知道我不是你们最在乎的那个，
但我愿意陪在你们身边。
我相信，只要是应该成为朋友的，
永远都会是朋友。
离开的，就让他走吧。
别把仇恨放在心上，
记得他曾经陪你一起度过的，
给你的欢笑，
在旁听你诉苦的时光。
无论你们之间发生什么事，
我都不会帮任何的一方。
我愿意听你们诉苦，
当你流泪时陪在你身边，
但我不会离开你们任何一方，
你们俩都是我中学生涯的回忆，
我不会就这么忘了它。

我觉得我好啰嗦，>< 
不过我希望你们明白，
我不是不关心或什么，
我只是觉得友谊这事情有时候太复杂了，
该来的就珍惜它吧，
要走的就让它走，
不该走的它自己会回来。
这是真的，我亲身体验过哦。:)


无论你们俩的决定是什么，
我都还会继续做你们的朋友，
无论你喜不喜欢！:p

-Veeanna